what the fuck? i'll kill them,i swear.if they ever say that im not studying or that im against studying from two pm to seven pm i'll rip their faces off.cause i've been trying not only not play on computer but also not to touch it and they want to take it away from me? if that actually happens,im out off here.im just taking all the books,all my clothes and im going somewhere else.cause i won't study for nothing.especially if i don't have any tests or anything next day.
i have no books to read except the shitty required reading for school.and that's what they're calling literature.i read what i want and i won't read those 'adult' books cause im 14,not 34.if i want to read teenage books i'll read them.by the way,books about animes don't exist mom.
and what kind of world are they talking about? from all of their stories and speeches i know what reality is like.i mean,otherwise they'd told me that life is like field of butterflies like other parents tell to their children.and i know what it's like to be invisible and bullied and everything.but i don't give a shit about it all.if i'd give a fuck it would be best for me to kill myself.why do should i care? to fight? what for? better life? i want to go to america,japan and everywhere else.and what,im fighting so they could tell me one day that i can't go there? see,that's the reason why i don't give a damn.i know well what is it gonna be and what would it be.