again.why? please somebody tell why is she like that?? i can't even talk about it.i can't be perfect mother.why are you doing this to me? and then i wonder why do i feel so depressed every day.i knew it had reason.im not crazy.everybody thinks that im insane.im not.i just have problems i don't want to talk about with my parents.or at least with my mother.and my dad probably wouldn't understand.im so sick of this.